Beltane Brain

The Avengers Dilemma

The Avengers comes out tonight at midnight. Tomorrow I must wear a costume! But wait, maybe not …

I love costumes, but it’s kind of awkward to wear it to school.

Happy Beltane

Beltane begins on April 30th and ends the night of May 1st.

Beltane is a festival on the first of May to mark the marriage of the Goddess and the Greenman and their holy rites to return life to the fields and trees. 

Blessed be!

Happy DM / GM day to everyone. :) And many thanks to all the people out there that put the time and effort into creating and running games.:)

Getting Stuck

Medical Officer Training Plan (MOTP)

This plan is for Canadian citizens who have already been unconditionally accepted into a Canadian School of Medicine. MOTP will sponsor successful applicants for up to three years of medical school and two years of internship. We’ll pay tuition, books and fees and we’ll pay you a monthly salary as well.

Somehow I really want this to be me. 

the-starsarenotourconscience asked: Go to sleep, Xana!

But the Internet is so much fun!

Remembering Love

It seemed for fitting for the day after Valentine’s Day, to remember all the days of the past.

 Do you remember? I don’t remember the first time I met you. We had English class together in grade nine, I thought you were stuck up, because you never said anything and were still the teacher’s favourite. You read us a poem that you had written for Remembrance day, that was the day that I fell in love with you.

I remember,I loved every inch of you, your mind and your body. The things that you would say about yourself always stuck me, you were so cruel. But I understand, being at home is difficult for all of us. Especially for you.

I wrote you poems in English class in grade eleven and you always smiled and laughed. You made eyes back at me, we giggled and held hands. Do you remember? The Terry Fox walk, the long walk through the bush. You held my hand and I could feel your fingers between mine, they were warm and brimming with warmth and happiness. They took pictures of us together, I have one, to always remember.

We went to the Semi Formal, remember? I had the longest dress there, and you were the only other person not in a dress. Since you’re left-handed, you sat beside me as the food came out, and we laughed the entire meal through.

Do you remember what song they played? You and me, and all of the people. I can’t take my eyes off of you. You slowed danced with me, three times, that night. It was magical and for once I believe that neither of us felt out of place at a function.

I wanted to kiss you, to end our evening properly. You came in on my arm, like a proper gentlewoman, and you left with me, I got your coat and helped you put it on. I wanted to kiss you, lightly and show you that I truly this way, and to know if you did too.

But that was this year. I know that you are caught in your family and I know that you are stuck with God. I wanted to be with you, in public and in private, but mostly I want you to be happy. I’ve tried to be only your friend this year, and keep our interactions romance and devotion free. I will always carry a torch for you, my first love, my burning heart.